Hi xanga!! long time no see.. last time I was a small girl.. and now I am a mum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah~~ times goes fast la!~ cant believe I have complete MOST OF THE MAJOR THING in 10 years.. finish Uni la.. finish Masters la.. Married.. and Now I am a mum~~~ I think it is too fast.. but.. cant go back~~~ cant hei anymore la.. cant go out whenever you want la.. dont have anymore private time.. after 3 and a half months of hard work... I can finally return to my normal life.. going back to church normally.... sitting in the hall and enjoy the worship...( cant enjoy since I am sitting outside and take care of Isabel..) it is actually very lucky to have Brothers and sisters sit beside you and say hi to you.. coz I always say hi to Raymond.. coz he is the only one who is sitting next to me~~
I really really wanna share this with all of you~~ I almost back t heaven and see my lovely heaven father... haha~~ when I was having my caeser delivery.. I have lost more than 2L of blood.. ( in a normal human body.. u have 6 L of Blood..) I wasnt feeling too bad after the operation.. just feeling exhausted..... but I am glad that I am alive!!! I went to my GP for a blood test one month after my operation and she was amazed that I am still alive after I lost more than 2Ls of blood... I was in the HIgh dependent Unit for one night... I have got some machines and tubes around me... i can hear beep beep beep all night long.. and I need some assistant with my breathing... that was a horrible night.. 2 days after operation.. I think I am ok but i found that I have Ezama... .... my body reflected that I am too stress..... anyway.. i thought everything is over....
few days ago.. I went to Gp and I found that I had a lump....... need to do ultrasound and check up... i was so so so so so frightened!!!!! I prayed to God and I hope everything will be ok.. and the doctor said it was just some scar tissue from the operation last time.. so.. just let it be.... it wont grow big.. THANKS God!!!!!!!!!!
I really really thanks God that He gives me a wonderful baby.. who doesnt cry a lot.. can sleep by herself.. sleep through the night around 7 weeks old... that was so so so amazing.. and I am so blessed.. she always sleep during day time.. so I can have some free time..... God gives me and Raymond wisdom on how to raise up Isabel and We have some agreement on what to do when Isabel is wiging.. haha~~
the last thing that I pray is... get back to shape!! Lord! PLEASe....
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
aiya~~ a lot of bad news around lei..... Burma Cyclone la... ... friend's dad pass away..... China earthquake.. Raymond car crush... so many things.. I give thanks to my God.. Raymond is fine~~ his car seems to be total lost but he is completely all right.. sometimes I am afraid he suffers internal bleeding ar.. but we are not sure.. so better go and have a check up later today! so horrible!! I am so afraid when I hear the news.. just afraid I will lose my bb.. haha~~ but he is fine..ray's mum keep asking ray to go to doctor la..but ray said he is fine~ but need a detail check and see everything is ok first...
there are so many things happen.. Jesus is coming back soon!! be prepared!!!
Many thanks~~ Guys.. thanks for the encouragement. I am getting a lot better... Job hunting still goes on~~ wahahahah~~~~ Today I try to make sticky RICE~~ Succeed ~!!!@! yeh~~~~~~~~~ the rice should be nice.. coz it looks nice~~~~~~ and after one mins~~ IT IS SO NICE!~~ WAHAH~ wANNA try??
Thursday, 10 April 2008
sometimes I just think what Do i care about?? since I try to sell my car.. and I find out that money is very important to me.. I didnt think of that.. really.. coz I never in a situation that my account is less than 1000 au.. All I need to ask for money.. but now, I need to earn for myself.. of coz.. Raymond did give me pocket money~ wahaha~ but money is seems to be more important in my life.. I would do anything to save money from now... I was struggle.. coz I want to sell my car in a better price.. I know my cars was in some accidents.. and I was worry whether I can sell my car in a better price.. after the road worthy and RACV tested.. everything is fine.. I was struggle because this is a very low price... so.. I rang the buyer and increase the price.. but she said.. I cant do this to her because this is a break of trust.. and afterwards.. I just give up.. coz nth is more important than trust.. also.. this is a way to work as a christian.. I think nothing is more important than trust.. sigh... I break through this struggle.. la... haha~~
another struggle.. job searching.. typing another key selection critera statement and cover letter again.. ooh... add oil la..
